Lately I've been having lots of nightmares
I have not been sleeping very well
The things I've done, they never cease to haunt me
They follow me around like a lost puppy dog

And maybe in a couple years
I can make friends of my fears
and the past won't run ahead and slow me down
And maybe in a little while
well, I could learn to smile
without the help of alcohol or drugs

Lately I've been seeing lots of doctors
"you tested negative, kid, have some fun"
So I sit at home watching figure skating
I search the web for interracial porn

And maybe in a couple years
I can make friends of my fears
and the past won't run ahead and slow me down
And maybe in a little while
well, I could learn to smile
without the help of alcohol or drugs
Alcohol and drugs